Resolutions (<---O_o) for the New Year

New Year’s resolutions are for the birds. I’m serious. It is about the time of year where everyone starts to make promises to themselves to fix the things in their lives that are either lacking or in excess, and they call them ‘resolutions’. I always wondered why we do that to ourselves. Why is it that we wait for January 1st to decide that this time, this hour, this moment,...

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The 1 Year From 30 Post!

I am officially 29 years old! One year left to the big 3-0! What does that actually mean, though? Does it mean anything at all? To me it does. I’ve been seeing a lot of fuss regarding the life change from 28 to 29 to 30. I’m not quite sure why…so… I think it’s time to do 29 Reasons Why 29 is the Best Thing Since Sliced Bread…29. Um…hello! It’s another year, another day,...

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Change and Growth

“It’s been too hard living/but I’m afraid to die/’Cause I don’t know what’s up there/beyond the sky/It’s been a long, long time coming/but I know/a change’s gon come” Sam Cooke – “A Change’s Gon Come” I’m fine. Trust me. I’m fine. I chose to start this post with these words because this is one of my favorite lyrics and all time favorite songs, period. There is something about the passion and elegance with which Sam Cooke sings this song that has always touched something deep down in my spirit. I’ve always related to the lyrics. Life is hard. Sure,...

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Night Marauder

They call me the marauder of the feelings of the night. While everyone is asleep, I pillage and plunder the thoughts of the verbose and yet forgotten thoughts. The ones no one wants to admit that they have. Our society is one where even honesty is not quite honest with itself, shamed into believing that stark contrast in truths is acceptable when one seeks to spare feelings. I sit, loud in my silence, and assess which dishonest village I shall burn first with clever ditties and unabashed words of fire. Usually they never see it coming, so caught...

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Fantasy vs. Reality

We are walking to the school, she in her Shearling jacket, me in my wool coat. She is bubbly, bright, excited. After school, we are going to do her homework together, then curl up and watch movies and sip hot cocoa. He will join us when he is done with his meeting, and we will sit there, watching movies until dinner time, when we will go to the dinner table and have dinner...

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The 3 AM Post

The 3 am Post This is one of those open letters to myself because I have to write it down posts.  One of those I want to talk but not really because I want you to fix it, I don't want a hug posts. A I feel like crying because I'm not sure what I did if I did how I did something wrong posts. You know the post. It's the post that only a Sag can write because they're busy overanalyzing and being, well, a Sag. It's the post you write when you have so much to say and nowhere to put all of the emotion that comes with the saying, and you know...

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